fall and feel

“Tidaklah orang Muslim ditimpa cubaan berupa penyakit atau lainnya, melainkan Allah menggugurkan keburukannya, sebagaimana pohon yang menggugurkan daunnya.”
(HR. Bukhari-Muslim)

i've taken this article from ihwansalafy

Dalam waktu lain, Rasulullah menjenguk Salman al-Fahrisi yang tengah berbaring sakit. Rasulullah bersabda. “Sesungguhnya ada tiga pahala yang menjadi kepunyaanmu dikala sakit. Engkau sedang mendapat peringatan dari Allah SWT, doamu dikabulkan-Nya, dan penyakit yang menimpamu akan menghapuskan dosa-dosamu.”


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pain,
it reminds us of how healthy we used to be
it reminds us of how does it feel to feel, to cry
it reminds us of death
and the most important thing, it reminds us of the Creator, the reason of every reason

we are very lucky,
He could still see us as his servants,
and gives us pain, to remind us.
He does not let us drown in the painless world.

Pain is a reminder.
louder than your alarm clock at 6.15am.
wake up and feel the pain
both the literary pain and the physical pain

p.s.-You might be THE ONLY ONE who sees me,THE ONLY ONE to save me (Kelly Clarkson, Irvine)

weight of the world

so many things happen in 2days

1. i went for the interview in kl and got the job. resigning is tougher.and yesterday i gave the resignation letter, and the whole company knew. people who never talk to me,suddenly talk to me

2. yesterday again..i won kelly clarkson's tickets. natalie hitz.fm called me, it was on air, and i was in the office. and she asked me to shout,so i went outside the office. when i came inside, everybody is looking at me and ask. they heard!!famous again (well i don't like attention,poyo)

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during the interview, my boss-to-be said that you can be project manager in 2years if you're single

and my-soon-to-be-ex-boss always talk about boyfriends,marriage blahhh. i'm not being racist, but you can guess their races. yes the people of my race are sometimes annoying.

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and one more fact..
why men love football and women hate football.
because when men watch football, they will forget about their problems.
and women hate it because when men watch football, men forget about women.
in conclusion, women are men's problems!!hahaha(ketawa lawak sendiri)

AND NORA TORRES IS SO CUTE!!!


AND LIVERPOOL NEW DESIGN JERSEY, WITH NO CARLSBERG!! CAN COME TO MALAYSIA, FINALLY!!!

You, Love and Hormones

When you say love is a simple chemical reaction
Can't say I agree
'Cause my chemical, left me a beautiful disaster
Still love's all I see
-Anna Nalick

both of you don't have the chemistry
he's not the most attractive man
but why, you cannot forget him
because he was there when the hormones came out.

your first love happened when your first hormone came out. and your brain cells were not fully developed yet to think it's the right or wrong decision.if only brain can take over hormones and heart..huh
(what if my hormone came out when i was 15, and i was in all-girls-school? will i fall for any boy who walked in front of me, or will i fall for a girl?)

you loved, get hurt, and became hopeless.

and then came the afraid-to-be-alone hormones. you fall for the wrong guys, all over again. You think there is still hope.cause you let your hormones take over you.

and menopause, hormones stop, feelings stop,all that left is bitter memories. but still, you will remember the first hormone the most. because it is the catalyst of all the wrecked-up hormones.


You'll be the vein
You'll be the pain
You'll be the scar

God,
I Don't know if I'm strong enough now

And part of this terrible mess that I'm making
But you, you're the catalyst
-Anna Nalick

Anna Nalick's Satellite

Satellite, save my life
I'm wishing on a two-way radio
Love might be just like me
Jaded, waiting, all alone
A whisper on a two-way radio
-Anna Nalick

Anna nalick is a talented song-writer and singer.her songs are fascinating, mostly about life, a wrecked-up relationships and dark feelings. many of her songs became the soundtrack's of grey's anatomy.

everytime i'm listening to this song (satellite), I'm thinking about him.........

Fernando Torres..hahaha
yes i wish whenever i watched him on tv or on the internet, he could see me back. i'm wishing on a two-way radio, where we could watch and reach each other.

and it is also applicable to a real life situation. whenever you're having a crush with someone out of reach. even he's your friend, or someone you see everyday but never talk to, or someone famous like fernando torres.

you might think this feeling will only happen during high school. where you're having a crush with someone, but he's having a hot gf, and you're just a girl next door..blah blah blah...this is sooooooo taylor swift. but it's true.

and you might think that as you grow up, you'll become a beautiful woman, and you'll meet someone (like taylor swift???)

but the truth is, even the 20+ women, still having a crush and a one-way relationship. and the worst part is, it involves other women's boyfriend, fiancee and husband. we should get wiser as we get older right?

I have a full respect towards these women who have this kind of feelings but keep it to themselves because it is wrong and will ruin other people's life and marriage.

maybe you can't stop falling in love, but you can stop ruining other people's life by not following your heart too much. sometimes you need to use your brain and think what's right.

and that's why, i'm just keeping all my feelings toward fernando torres, all by myself.. because he's married and having a cute little baby girl.......huuuuuuwaaaaa

u should too

p/s- i was inspired to write this after watching grey's anatomy 6-19, where mcdreamy's assistant is having a crush on him, and mcdreamy is finally happily married to meredith. well, i don't like the bright and shiny meredith, so i hope something juicier will happen.