i was at a shopping mall with my friend. while my friend going somewhere, i went to the shopping mall directory and search for something somewhere. they were 2 people in front of me and 1 besides me. even when the two people moved away, i still couldn't find the thing i'm looking for. suddenly i feel the person besides me is kind of familiar. just feel.without looking. but i don't have the gut to turn around and look at it's face. so i went 10 meters away, hiding behind a pole, and peek on it (just like a cartoon character.imagine..). omg, it is really that alien. no.. not really, but yes. a 50-50 confirmation. it might be wrong because it is wrong and it might be true because my brain said so. it's the mind set. so i waited until it's gone. and go back to the directory. and this alien, is the catalyst of every mess that i've made.
So I'm taking these pills for to fill up my soul
And I'm smoking them down with cheap cigarette
And you'd be inclined to be mine for the taking
And part of this terrible mess that I'm making
But you, you're the catalyst
edited version from anna nalick's catalist
for 7 years i've imagine this alien came into my life in every possible form. but each time, it disappointed me. so i stopped. last year. i moved on. i became numb and heartless, for waiting for this alien for too long. and the alien came again when i am completely over it. at least i thought so. now i'm so confused. please, you have done enough damage.
I am your callie and you are my arizonaps- i really have bad face-memory. and sorry for writing something about me..again..self-obsess.ahahah
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