For once, let me speak....

the obsession towards kristen stewart has made me download all of her movies. so i watched a few already, but the movie "SPEAK" attracts me the most. it is about a 13-year-old girl who stopped talking after being raped by her senior in school. the point is no one really notice about her sudden silence. she hasn't spoke a lot in the movie but she was narrating her life. she was so mentally disturbed by the way she draws and everything.

the best quote of this movie is:

All that crap you hear on TV about communication and expressing feelings is a lie. No one really cares what you have to say. I wonder how long it would take for anyone to notice if I just stopped talking. - Melinda Sordino [Speak, 2004]

the best scene!!!!

and her crappy friend, who keeps on talking without even asking anything about her. and it is so annoying. i always notice whenever my friends talk to me, they don't really give a damn asking me this question "What about you?" they keep on talking about themselves. and if you ever realized, i don't really talk about myself a lot if you never ask, except to the people i like, which is obviously my family and a few good friends. and if you just realize that you know my stories and secrets, then, you are a very good friend of mine. and sometimes i act like i'm going to tell my story,and if i found out that you're not interested, i'll just keep quiet. and most people don't realize the silence, and that means they don't really care. and i don't give a damn to tell. which is really true, according to Melinda Sordino, no one really cares what you have to say.

in the middle of the story, her crappy friend ditched her.

Heather: This is really awkward. No matter what... no, I don't wanna say that. I mean, we kinda paired up at the beginning of school when I was new and didn't know anyone and that was really really sweet of you. But I think it's time that we both admit to each other that we're just very different people. I mean, I have my modeling and I like to shop...
Melinda Sordino: I like to shop.
Heather: You don't like anything. You're the most depressed person I've ever met. And excuse me for saying this but I think you need professinal help.
Melinda Sordino: So you're blowing me off because I'm a little depressed?
Heather: Once you get through this "life sucks" phase, I'm sure lots of people will wanna be your friend. But for right now, I don't think we should have lunch together.


and this is really bitchy for 13-year-old girl.

and the best part is when Melinda spit it all out!!!


Heather: I *hate* being a Martha. You were *so* right not to join. I mean all I am is their little slave. Ok, it was supposed to be me and Meg and Siobhan decorating the Holiday Inn for prom and now Meg and Siobhan can't do it and I'm totally screwed! Mel, you *have* to help me! They have some sales meeting in there until like three but then they'll let us start and I *know* we can do it!
[Melinda gives a blank stare]
Heather: You are *so* great! I owe you *big* time! What if I help you redecorate your room? I know, a nice seafoam green!
Melinda Sordino: [hesitates] No...
Heather: Ok, or... something *rich* like, like eggplant!
Melinda Sordino: No, I mean, I won't help you.
Heather: But you have to.
Melinda Sordino: No, I don't.
Heather: But why?
Melinda Sordino: [now angry] Because I was nice to you... in the beginning of school... when I didn't even like you. And you blew me blew me off! Because you're a self centered social climber! And you know what? I know what I wanna do to my room and it doesn't involve "eggplant". I think you should go!


and kristen, I love you ever MORE..