Saturday, September 18, 2010

It's All about me

i want to grieve
1.i don't want to meet anyone
2.i want to lock myself in my room and turn off all the light
3.i don't want to face the sunlight
4.i don't want to eat anything except for junk food
5.i just want to lay down on my thin mattress, trying hard to be sleeping
6.i want to cry like crazy
7.i want to sing sad songs loudly

but i can't. i have to work for money. my tight schedule doesn't allow me to do stupid things.
1.i have to meet people everyday, to solve problems. and sadly, all-men
2.i have to go to work everyday for me to keep on living, pay back my parents, and indirectly motivate to my younger siblings to work hard for life too.
3.everyday i'm not only facing the sunlight, but have to work under sunlight. hot!
4.i don't have time to eat junk food.
5.i don't have time to lay lazy except for sunday. all i do after work is go straight to sleep. i came home late everyday. no time to laze around.
6.i don't have time to cry like crazy.
7.i can only hear songs when i drive my car to and back from work.

but to grieve continuously is not healthy, you could end up like Ms. Havisham.

for you to pray, cry and beg to god is a real thing.

thank you,

yours faithfully,
the President of people with crappy life

2 comments:

  1. dear president, i used to be a miz prez to a clan of humans who fail to satisfy my requirements. and one of them impacted my life and made it crappy sometimes. so when i do feel like my life is crappy, i wish to be a member of your crappy life clan. for consideration.

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  2. welcome to the club. hope we could still enjoy our crappy life in a very dark comedy way. thank you.

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