She is not Mrs. McDreamy

usually, when she is with the boys, she will be the boy too
she will drive the car, even the car is full with the boys
she will treat them (as if she has the higher salary)
and they will smoke and sometimes blow the smoke towards her.
yes rude, what boys are. at least she thought so.


but last night, he made her feel like a girl. except the fact that he owned 75 percent of the conversation.
he picked her up with she-doesn't-know-and-doesn't-care-whose-car-is-it
he treated her even his salary is lower
he sent her home
and he didn't smoke at all during the two-hours dinner.(even he's a heavy smoker)


he makes her feel like a girl.
she never thought she'll find one.
and now all she wants to do is numb herself.