Waiting for the end to come....

Jo was lying on the floor. she's at her lowest point. Anna came in. lying beside her, asking

Anna: what's wrong?
Jo: my best friend is going to get married.
Anna: that's a good news. you're suppose to be happy.
Jo: I suppose. i am the one who introduce her husband to her. all she ever wanted is to have a husband. and i don't want her to be alone.
Anna: but why you look so sad?
Jo: i feel so Alone. i already feel the distance.
Anna: (holding Jo's hand) You're not alone.

Jo was struggling to hold back the tears.

Anna: Just close your eyes. i will be here.

Jo closed her eyes for a few minutes. then when she opened, Anna was not there.
then Jo realized she was talking to herself. reminding her own self she is not alone. comforting her own self. Anna is herself. her name is Joanna.