why people make saying goodbye a grand thing. goodbye should be something that you want to avoid. but sometimes, goodbye hurts you, but it makes other people in a better position.
and everyday goodbye is also painful. what if that is the last goodbye. i hate saying goodbye. waving hands. i feel awkward in between of this situation. hugs and kisses.
saying goodbye to family everytime i have to leave them. what's hiding behind this cold face, only god knows.
and i hate the fact, that someone called me, just to say she's leaving. or someone come to me, said she's leaving. you know, the kind of everyday goodbye. just to inform you that i'm leaving you right now.
and when she came sit next to me, and telling me, i'm leaving right now. but still, she sat there. waiting for me to say anything. to respond in a warm way. then i just say, OK. cold. smile a little bit and then pretending to continue what i was doing in a peaceful way, but deep down in my heart, i was really pissed off she had to go, everytime. i miss that moment. are we going to have the same moment, again?
"You know, I can't remember the last time we kissed. Cause you never think the last time is the last time, you think there'll be more. You think you have forever but you don't." - Meredith Grey
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