owh mandy, mend me

my life is already dark. very dark. my thoughts are dark. my heart is dark from all my sins. my blog background is dark. my skin is getting darker from working under hot sun. and now, the light bulb in my room just burn out. and it is getting so dark in here.

looking at the positive side, i started to open up my window and door. i don't like to open my window and door. i like to lock myself up, really. my housemate barely see me. so i open up my window during day to let the sunlight in. i guess that goes the song sunshine through my window whatever ever. then at night, i open up my door to get the light from living rooms and kitchen. hi housemates! you know it means literary and non-literary.

you are getting used with the light, and when the darkness came, you don't let yourselves stay in it. find other options. sometimes the options are better. like in this case i can get more vitamin D with sunshine and i get to see people, more. grow up and be positive! ok scary.

but i really cannot read in the dark, and my eyes are hurt, and it causes head aches. ok. stop complaining. life is too short to complain.

well i said i got a feeling, maybe the grass looks greener and the food tastes better (WTF?). seriously, and i met someone i want to meet when i looked at the pic for the first time. they look slightly alike. and really, i got a feeling yesterday that i'm going to meet someone. didn't you read my last post. i am a psychic, or psycho. haaaa