Izzie: It's just you think, you think you know someone, know who they are. You share a house and make wishes on eyelashes with them and we don't know each other, none of us. We're just a bunch of interns who work together. There's nothing there.
so i made some kind of confession tonight. to someone so close to me. i think the closest person ever. my person. we share bed from day one. she knew me for 23 years. when i made the confession, she said that. "it's good to know you are weak and vulnerable"
i am really that independent and hardcore. but sometimes it hurts to be different.
last week i told her i feel like crying but i can't. try to watch grey's from season 1 to 2, still can't. until season 3, i stopped cause there was bright and shiny meredith.
but this week i cry all the time. usually when i'm alone. at work, at home, while driving, during lecture (trying hard to hold the tears in a room full of people). and mostly, during prayer. and God is my only hope right now.
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