if you only knew

you said there is something wrong with me.

you asked me,

what happened to you?

if you only knew..

YOU HAPPENED TO ME.

you came into my life.
pretending that we have hope.
we have something.
i am cold-blooded,
until you break the ice-cold blood,
and i could feel myself bleeding.

you said you want the best for me,
but when there is a better person,
you don't want to let me go.
you created the virtual world,
so we could stay in denial,
but you are happy in either world.

i tried to hate you,
avoid you,
you realized i've changed.
you asked me,
what happend to me.
YOU HAPPENED TO ME.

Desperately close to a coffin of hope
I'd cheat destiny just to be near you
-anna nalick

i don't want to pretend that we have hope, like you always pretend. let me live in my own coffin of hope.

DENNY: "Izzie... I'm gonna be alright. Alright. You don't have to worry."
IZZIE: "What about me? What about me when you go into the light?"
DENNY: "Izzie-"
IZZIE: "No! I get it, okay? I get it! You'll be okay, you'll be fine, but what about me?! Don't do it for yourself, do it for me! Please? Please, Denny! Please do this for me! Because if you die... Oh, God! You have to do this! You have to do this for me, or I'll never be able to forgive you!"
DENNY: "For dying?"
IZZIE: "No! For making me love you!
-grey's anatomy

the question is, why did you created the world of only two of us, when you don't want to be in it? now i am trying so freaking hard to get out of that world.