unlike you

i need to change the blog link.

first of all, i'm going to resign in less than 1 week, and i don't know why i can't delete the blog history from my company's laptop (padan muka guna laptop company utk peribadi)

and the most, it has the name torres in it! ha ha. now i know how does it feel if you think you love someone, marry him and change your last name for him. you think you have forever with him, but he cheated on you anyway. you changed your name everywhere. after you divorced, some ignorance people still call you by your ex-husband's name. in my case, some of my friends call me fernando / torres. and still, some of them call me that. and i have to explain - i don't love him anymore. we broke up (poyo, i know).


and i have to admit, without fernando, it feels empty without any obsession.
grey's anatomy is getting a little bit dull.
no new movie by kristen stewart.
no new album by kelly clarkson.
and
i went and obsessed on inappropriate things.

and still, i have no idea for the new blog link. i have to think until the end of this month.

any suggestion?

p/s- remember the catalyst, i will tell you about this 'catalyst' person in my next post. xoxo