when being alone is happy

is grey's anatomy 722 season finale? cause i dont feel like one. it disappoints me. it didnt have the wow-shocking thing like the previous seasons.

the focus should be on mer,cristina and alex. but i feel like their stories were too made-up. i mean, it shouldn't be a real great drama with that. cristina can just accept her pregnancy, but they want something to happen to these 3 characters. so it happens! but not in the interesting way.

maybe the title should really be calzona's anatomy? cause it seems more interesting the last few episodes.

no wonder the season finale is getting so dull, there is no calzona's story.

i kind of want mark and lexie to be back together.

and i have a thing with underdog too. so teddy and her husband will make a good story, maybe the tragic one.

and i really like april kepner. first of all, i thought she will be the chief resident. i voted for her (in my mind). and boom, she is. padan muka alex. the sad part is, noone is happy for her. and she didn't chase and expect it. she just continued with her life. i think she will find it hard like callie did when she was named the chief resident. and the same, she didn't fight for it either.
and it's nice for avery to be happy for her. what a friend. and one more thing, though avery and lexie make a beautiful couple, i dont feel the chemistry between them. and avery is the one who's going to get hurt.


There's a reason I said I'd be happy alone. It wasn't 'cause I thought I'd be happy alone. It was because I thought if I loved someone and then it fell apart, I might not make it. It's easier to be alone, because what if you learn that you need love and you don't have it? What if you like it and lean on it? What if you shape your life around it and then it falls apart? Can you even survive that kind of pain? Losing love is like organ damage. It's like dying. The only difference is death ends. This? It could go on forever. - grey's anatomy season finale. 7.