kisah hati siapa?

i went and rereading my blog.

i found out that lately, i wrote more about other people than myself.

and a few months ago, i was so depress, my posts sounded so suicidal. i feel sorry for myself. and for the readers.

i guess i am healthier. not-so-healthy. it's like the chemo session is a little bit of success. but the patient is going to die anyway.

last month, i was told that a new colleague is coming, and she's going to be my roommate. and because the rooms is fulled, and i am in the master bedroom, so i (with no other choice) have to offer her to be my roommate. - heavy-hearted

she brought her furniture. complete set. complete us. we hang out at the living room more. watching tv together.

then. just now. she has to move to other site. giving me back my freedom and privacy. i can lock back my empty room. and i have to admit, a few days forwards, loneliness will be sharing bed with me. back.

she is one-cool-woman. 35years old. unmarried. independent. and always happy,bubbly and funny. i always teased her and make her mockingly angry.

i wonder why men don't fight for great women like her. have men became stupider? perhaps?