if we could make the time as our own

so said you...

m:why haven't we met earlier.
w:when?
m:when i was 21.
w:i was 11 then.
m:i hope we met when i was 21 and you were 18
w:i'm having my dinner. i hope you are here.
m:just call my name, i could taste your food too. there is too many damn obstacles for us to meet.
w:if we never meet again, i will meet you in heaven.
m:i will make sure, we will definitely meet again

the next day, w died in an accident. ironic? i missed m.


on the other hand.

i wonder he is ever tired of saying i love you without the expected reply
i feel so screwed. he needs to be saved. but things could get worse if i save him with hopeful medication. and he is 3 years younger than me. i need something grown!