Friday, May 25, 2012

words.

this razor is rarely used. i thought it was already corroded. it has been kept for so long.
well it is just a razor. wont kill. i used once. and it killed babe, congrats.

Tuesday, May 15, 2012

mad world

this world full of arrogant people
though i think i took a step forward, i was left with heavy footsteps
the footsteps of pain
then i realize my car was drove in front of your house
the courage to knock on your door is somehow killing my spirit away
and i hope to never see your face again
and you came visit in my dreams
have you ever seen the track of my wheel all the way to your home
and these arrogant people keep leaving me behind as i ignore you
and you ignore me
and when i turned back, you will never be there.
for me.for him.for them

and tomorrow will be never enough as you forget to turn everything on
this heavy cloud seems to hold it too long. and whenever we wait
i hope so
the pain she gets from me, and the pain everyone thinks so
and we jumped from one note to one note
finding the right music. all we found is hello
how low. i dont know

i hate the fact that youre around giving me some kind of nerve
i even hate myself when youre gone
i hate how close and how faraway we could be in a same time
i wish i could slap away your stupid scent

Sunday, May 13, 2012

my every woman

whenever my boss' wife cannot handle her children, she will call my boss. (she's a housewife) and it makes me realize, how my mom never do that. she solves her own problems with us when we were younger. she's a working mom, but still manage to cook good food for us. the comfort of home. how i miss it. especially when a real woman is in it. leading everything.

i dont know how could i ever go on with this life without you.