a hard day's night

i dont do jealous. i am angry all the time

without you im born again

like i said, loved it. did i just said that,

did you even remember? did you even care.

i am.. i just cant tell. denying and craving in the same time and things get congested.

did i?

losing you.

Sometimes sickness leads to preparation for death. every sickness is a reminder.

and i know that im going to loose something today. im sad but that's life. youre going to loose everything.

when you are in denial, you dont loose anything from society. but youre going to loose yourself, which is everything.

when you met someone, remind yourself that this is just temporary. the ending will always be the same. it is just another version of your first relationship. boring. repetitive. but thats how its going to start and end. everything in between depends on you.

i know life sucks when you let someone suck it out of you. dont let someone just enter your life to ruin it. to make decision for you. love yourself more, for the sake of god. dont get too involved with human. dont wait for someone in order for you to move forward. move yourself.

i think im about to loose myself in a few seconds.

Love,
Death..

Voulez Vous

perasaan bertepuk sebelah tangan adalah sgt indah. especially when you have no expectation. the way im in love with fabregas.

perasaan itu beku dan membara
keindahan yg membina
hidup di alam mimpi
tidur di dalam realiti

dan kemudian kita mati. dead. just so dead.

when there is no beginning, there wont be any tragical ending. so let it be

Voulez Vous (Do you want - in French)

lay all your love on me.

if everyone had their own jodoh, why somepeople died without even taste themarriage life.

then a very fine lady make a statement.. "maybe jodoh saya dah mati"
it means, "the one" died. already dead.
to think of that, i could imagine my jodoh is xabi alonso's identical twin who died in her mother's womb. twisted enough? lets meet in heaven dear. i will be a very good girl to meet you there.

optimist!! :)