tiring sad ending. over and over

love someone you make you love your fat the way it is.

very disturbing but sweet.

i have trust issues. me and my friend.

so when you said you like me i just burst out "no comment" comment.

when you said you miss me, i just comment on your typo.

when you said you and i could be a thing, i just said i dont want.

i dont trust you. seriously big issues. i want to trust but i cant. cause i know the ending will be so freaking the same. believe me it will and im so tired of this.

heavy heart. full of love

thank god i found you, sisters. more years to come. inshaAllah

Morning bitterness

i give advices to people. i give them hope. impossible is nothing?

the truth is i wanna tell them: fuck off.

these stupid things are never real. but as a good friend. or a supportive friend. or a fake friend, i wont tell them the truth.

just hate it. this is the only place i could spread my bitterness.

so i dont give a fuck

dont worry still crappy

i used to think being hopeful is just waste of time

and time proof me right. i rarely hopeful, but it turns out all of them are crappy.

people still dont see the beauty in crap