jenny and me

Ps I am not

an autumn dream

Most of the times reality sucks.

Then suddenly reality feels so good.
Just for a moment.
That moment, it won't come back.
Its like a good dream that only happens once in a lifetime.
So you wish and wish and wish it will happen again.

But It will never happen.
So you wish, at least in a dream it will happen again

And the falling leaves
Drifted by the window
The autumn leaves
Of red and gold

current fever

this is sexy
he knows 5 languages
He has a degree in science politic
he is currently studying master
and 3 clean sheets in 3 games straight

baby, bring back the heat.

Just in time

distance makes you stronger
wiser
closer

when you are reaching out for each other

or even when you are trying to forget. the feeling keeps coming closer.

so all you have to do is letting go. forget. move on. move forward

and it makes you happy when you think that you have moved on. moved forward.

the scariest thing about this is moving on. moving forward. but you are still there. then you give up about life. about future. and i have.

i gave up a long time ago. but you know this stupid person called hope. keeps coming back and give the same bitter ending all over again. and this is crazy. even if i write this 10 years from now, the ending still the same. now or last 5 years. so fucking the same. it will never change. sucks is still sucks

and me is still me. bitter and such a disappointment .

time will never change you into a better person. but time will make you used with the worse problem and sadness. or not. this is all bullshit right

this is how we get screwed

Hate everything. Every possible thing. The way it moved

ANd talked and swayed in and out of the door

ThE way we yell of excitement picking on the stars. Throwing stones at the sea. And killing the inner ego

YEs i am in the middle of meeting

i just can't stop

what if this is the end.

plain ending.

tragic ending.

temporary happy ending.