happy ending

can you visualize your future?
i can. but in a bad way
surely no happy ending. i think my happy moment has passed. during school time, uni time
learning, school, uni was an easy time. i could easily get straight As.i do work hard, and i enjoy it

and right now i feel like a sore loser. and i could feel that even for the future

but only god knows

Another pit stop

what do you live for? a friend asked
isnt it obvious.

love is scary. though it is just for a friend. friends.
friendship is another pitstop before you meet the one.
but for someone who is hopelessly a good friend, she will never meet the one. or even good friend.

people rarely be nice to me. sweet. no hell way.
but a friend did. or still do. i dont know.
im trying hard not to fall hard for her. as a friend
not to be sad when she walks away
because she will walk away

life about leaving each other

Goodbye Mimi

am i dead
am i in heaven
when i see your pretty face, i wanna touch your scar
you have such a pretty scar

everytime i get near you, you are slipping from my grab
and i dont even touch you

and everytime we are at the same place
we just didnt meet

two lines moving so parallelly and will never met

because this is not what is supposed to be

i give up forever to

tell me how long have you been into be?
as long as i am in denial?
tell me that you are just playing around.
as much as i wanna play in the woods
tell me this is real and not another pit stop of your life
baby we are too old for this. might as well feeling numb for everything